Jeaniuz Dreamland

wow wow wow.. the last time I blogged was like 2 yrs ago.. since then was quite busy to post anything.. Been thru a very happening 2yrs in my life, many memorable things happened, from being single, to attached, to married.. in just less than 2yrs time.. haha..

i’m now enjoying the last bit of my one week annual leave, very soon i’ll be back to work. i’m not nua-ing at home k, i’ve been busy doing housework, cooking, washing, almost like a homemaker, but i’m not one yet, i want to be a rich taitai lor.. hahaha.. Planned to hold my holy mat end of next yr, therefore already started preparing and sourcing for venues etc.. found a BS which has very good feedbacks and comments, located at Tan Quee Lan St, will drop by one of these days to see the studio.. looking forward to the coming Thurs as dear and myself wants to go down to the restaurant to sign contract and make downpayment.. hee..

though busy with work and preparing for wedding, i’ve gotten a cert in Basic Japanese language early this month, quite an achievement for me.. I fell in love with the language at the age of 15. Not because of Ayumi Hamasaki or Chage & Aska, but the late Theresa Teng (aka Deng Lijun). Her jap songs touched me! I rem trying to catch what she’s singing and wrote it down on exercise book in romaji as i do not know how to write in hiragana then. I love the Japanese language, Japanese song, drama/movie, Japanese food, Japan, and the Japanese.. I missed my friends Miho, Taka, Hiromi, Yoshi and my Japanese teacher Himiko sensei.. early next yr, to continue my intermediate class with dear.. hopefully. =)

of course i did not forget about my love — singing.. i still love singing, still aspire to perform and sing on stage one day.. everytime i see someone singing on stage, i will imagine that person is me.. haha.. not crazy, but just feeding my "hungry" passion..

Circumstance: Obscure.

well.. i believe He still remembers me and the promise he made to me…

hmm… i’m being emotional again, shall not type too much..

Had a very enjoyable trip @ Sentosa last week! Short & sweet! 

Took a chairlift ride (*new thing!) at $5 return trip with 2 of my colleagues.. haha.. so fun & relaxing! legs hanging in the air..

Me, Radhiah & Siti

This is my room number.. haha…

I miss everybody!! (",

Stacie Orrico - Strong Enough

As I rest against this cold hard wall, will you pass me by?
Will you criticize me as I sit and cry?
I had fought so hard and thought that all my battles had been won
Only to find the war had just begun

Chorus:
Is He not strong enough?
Is He not pure enough?
To break me, pour me out and start again?
Is He not brave enough?
To take one chance with me
Please can I have one chance to start again

Will my weakness fall and and now make me suffer for a lifetime?
Is there any way to be made whole again
If I be renewed and find forgiveness by the strength I've never had
Will my scars forever ruin all God's plans?

Chorus:
Is He not strong enough?
Is He not pure enough?
To break me, pour me out and start again?
Is He not brave enough?
To take one chance with me
Please can I have one chance to start again

He took my life into His hands
And turned it all around
In my most desperate circumstance is where I'm finally found

That You are strong enough
That You are pure enough
To break me, pour me out and start again
That You are brave enough
To take one chance on me
Oh thank You for my chance to start again

Nice pictures taken on Jenny’s bdae.. It was a fun night. My first time visiting Liberte at Chijmes. A beautiful place to chill out. I believe Jenny enjoyed herself very much on the eve and actual day of her bdae.. Looking forward to more fun, fruitful and unforgettable nights like this.. =)

I’ve been feeling this emptiness for some time
Tryna make do
But my world has been so crazy
Living without you
Now I’m a man and not ashamed to admit my faults
Now that I know
But the only thing that matters now
Is I should never let you go
So every night before I go to sleep
I pray
That the Lord would one day somehow
Send you back my way

Baby I miss you (oh yes I do)
I need to be back in your arms
I never stop loving you (oh yeah)
My heart is where you belong
Baby I miss you (baby i)
Before heaven and earth pass away
Lord please show me what to do
Tell me what to Say
Cuz were come too far to let it slip away
Woowoow
Cause were come too far to let it slip away

Couldn’t understand many things in my life
How much you meant to me
Now I’ve been prepared to be everything
That a man is supposed to be
Mm… I don’t wanna be alone no more
Know that my heart can’t take it
Not a day has passed
Since you’ve been gone
That I thought that I could make it
Ohh baby
So every night before I go to sleep
I pray
That the Lord would one day somehow
Bring you back my way

Baby I miss you
I need to be back in you’re arms (bring you back to me baby)
I never stop loving you (you know)
My heart is where you belong (you you you you you you)
Baby I miss you
Before heaven and earth pass away (Lord please show me)
Lord please show me what to do
Tell me what to Say (tell me ohhoo)
‘Cause were come too far to let it slip away

Ouuhh… Baby
Don’t know that else to say or do
It’s hard to get through every night and every day
Knowing I let you walk away
It’s killing me inside
Feelings so strong I can’t hide
So Lord
Help me get through this day and night
I’ll do anything to have you back in my life

Baby I miss you
I need to be back in your arms
I never stopped loving you (never stop loving you)
My heart is where you belong (you belong, where you belong)
Baby I miss you (Baby I miss you)
Before heaven and earth pass away
Lord please show me what to do (show me)
Tell me what to Say (Tell me)
‘Cause were come to far to let it (We’ve come to far baby)

Baby I miss you (miss you baby)
I need to b back in your arms (need you baby)
I never stopped loving you (oh woow)
My heart is where you belong (my heart is where you belong)
Baby I miss you (I I)
Before heaven and earth pass away
Lord please show me what 2 do
Tell me what to Say (I miss you)
Cuz were come too far to let it slip away
Baby I miss you

Looking forward so much to my off day, and here it comes, with a running nose.. *sobz*.. my nose is just like a spoilt tap, that juz can’t stop its flow..

sick..

sick….

sick……

someone help me pls……

Had an enjoyable time eating dinner wif some of my nightforce kakis juz now at PS.. but the kimchee caused me to have stomach upset.. coz too spicy.. nevertheless i enjoyed the fellowship.. took some neoprints before we parted, and some pics using Nic’s hp.. surprisingly those pics look quite nice, as though taken in studio.. haha.. here are some neoprints taken juz now:

Already tried my best for the the resolution, my scanner too ‘ao’, so the outcome very blur.. but still quite nice, ya? haha..

Everybody worked very hard for the whole of last week, i personally worked 80+ hours and never really sleep and eat like one meal a day, therefore i’ve lost 3kg.. haha.. nevertheless, i’m still very happy working here, things are quite hard going at times and i’ve faced many challenges, but i believe this is a time of character molding, and thank God for putting Godly pple in my life to help me improve in areas that i need to.. and now i know where is my weakness, and character flaws.. i will not give up so easily!!

jiayou!!

Very excited.. looking forward to this day since May.. started my first day at work for Skin at warehouse yesterday 10.30am, left at 10.30pm.. folded boxes to put our stocks.. arranged the boxes and racks nicely.. received a shipment of shoes in the afternoon and check stocks.. tagged barcode.. rearranged vintage clothings.. though it was tiring and hot.. it was fun!

today is my 2nd day.. haha… expecting more fun.. most likely will be able to go down MS shop for some training.. yeah.. =D

Finally have the time to sit down, relax, recall and write about my birthday celebration on last Sunday.. It was so far the best celebration i had in my 25 yrs living on earth.. I really felt loved, touched, and honoured to have so many of my good and close frenz celebrating wif me.. by far the warmest one i felt.. =) I dun really like big bday bash, coz i dun like to make pple feel neglected if i invite them to my party but never tok to them.. that’s pretty sad..

1. who were there that nite on 26th June 2005?

-Joann, Jenny, Geri, Jeff, Hazel, Nicholas, Terence, Nana, James, Reagan, Ian, Chin Ling & Bernard.

2. where were we at?

-Coffeeclub beside California fitness.

-Partyworld KTV

It’s a very simple yet heartfelt & memorable ‘party’..

It’s a blessing to have a good friend, but God is so good to me that He blessed me with so many.. *so touched*

I know I’ve said "thank you" to you guys many times, but i really wanna thank everybody, especially Jenny who organized and plan the whole thing.. especially the ‘impression talk’ at Coffeeclub.. made me teared.. =) Love you!